Friday, November 28, 2014

A Glimpse on What on Earth Am I Here for?

I am very blessed to have a great family and great friends. I might not have much money to buy all the things I want… well, I have a lot of riches that money can’t buy.

A week ago, I attended a conference. This is not like the career-type of conference etc. It’s actually a Prophetic Conference. Oh, what is that?

To tell you frankly, I do not have an idea at first. My friend told me to attend that conference and I will be seeing one speaker who would tell me God’s vision in my life. This is really something cool but I did not show much interest until I attended my sister’s church for the first time. I had a glimpse of what prophetic means. After the service, I and my two sisters signed up for the conference.

Me..at the first day of conference
view on my Instagram

To give you an idea about it, our speakers are the so-called modern day prophets. They are called by God to deliver His message for a specific purpose. Their gift of prophecy is not for their own growth or own glory, but to give Glory to God.

So Imagine, you knowing “What on earth am I here for?”.

It was a two-day conference and on the last day, our last speaker was Shawn Bolz. You can search him up on You Tube to know more about him and see how anointed he is. Honestly, I don’t have any idea about him before the conference. So I was totally amazed whenever he calls out people and tells them God’s words or visions for them - what are they about to do in the next months or years and how God will use and bless them for His glory. It was like so precise. He calls out people by their name, or by their birthdate or something relevant to them. After the conference, I began searching him up in You Tube.

I am really amazed. There are no words to describe the experience. I have not experienced this in my life and I don’t have any idea before that this kind of people still exists. I had seen miracles and healing, too. Well, if God can do it before (referring to the Bible), He can do the same today.

I was waiting for Shawn (same with the other speakers) to call me, or say something relevant to me. The session was about to end and still I haven’t been called and given a prophecy. Am I not important to you God? Don’t I have a bigger purpose like them? Then, the conference ended.

You might ask me, am I disappointed? Am I disappointed not having a word or visions through them? - I had thought of the same thing. But if God wants me to know His purpose for me, He will give it in His perfect time. It may be through a gifted person or just simply directly to me.

About knowing my purpose on earth? It’s okay. Like what I have been telling my friends lately, I don’t have to be in a church to be called and be used by God. He can use me anywhere. He can use me in my work place, with my family, my group of friends or simply the people around me.

Few days later, a good friend of mine and sister in Christ said she has a word for me. And I was excited for it. Actually it was two words: Purity and Obedience.

I stopped for a while and think about how it relates to my life. Purity, remain pure until I marry that godly husband God designed for His princess. So basically, my next boyfriend should be my godly husband and we both remain pure until we get married. You know what I mean, err? Obedience, just simply continue being obedient to God.

And she also shared me her devotion which made her think of me…

“God is about wholeheartedness! He does not want your heart to be fractured by you putting your hope and trust in uncertainty—someone or something that He did not call you to or assign to you.

So save yourself the distress. Don’t throw the righteous pearls in your heart to pigs. Don’t let the enemy wear you out, disappoint you, diminish your faith or harden your heart through your own foolish choices. If you do, you will struggle to love the promised earthly husband God has chosen for you.

When we wait on God to fulfill the desires He put in our hearts, we plant a seed of honor, we remain true to Him as our First Love, our First Husband, Our Father, Our Friend, Our Lord. And He will faithfully deliver His promises to you His way.

It’s not always easy to wait. So remind yourself that every seed you plant—good or bad—produces a crop. And you will eat the fruit of it.

Choose to put your trust in God alone.‎”


After reading this, I was teary-eyed and I am really thankful to God not only because of this experience but in every situation of my life. See, I did not have a word during the conference but God used other people to deliver His message to me. This message is straight to the point, true and perfect for all God’s princesses. :)